sad memories....

yesterday night when I was in the lab I watch a japan drama I asked for my friend to get it for me, after 10 min or so I suddently cry because of the drama, of cause everybody knows that drama have sad, happy ending story right... my friend set next to me n watch the drama with me got shock of me crying >.< hahaha

I usually don't cry infront of ppl unless it is a very sad drama then maybe I'll cry a bit without anyone notice haha, bt that drama remind me of my grandfather...I really miss him so much T^T

we lost him when I was 10 years old...that was ab 11 years ago December...I didn't get the chance to see him for the last time...

silly me...I even cry when I wrote this blog T^T waaaaaaa........